If anyone was wondering, I did get everything done on that Monday. Sadly though, I haven't had much to look forward to for the rest of this week.

Tuesday was quite the blah day. I mean, I coma'd for most of the day. Although I got up because I though Tiffany would be online to talk to, but I had a surprise chat with Tanya instead. Other than that, I had one of the weirdest set of dreams ever. Like there was one dream I took the family car over a bit that was six feet around and somehow got it over, despite shaking the car terribly on impact. Or the off the wall adventures with Hulk Hogan at work. I did wake up with a wrap around my underwear in blankets. Took me a good couple of minutes to get out.

Wednesday seems to be my day to spend with Tiffany throughout the week. Not that I mind, I just happen to notice these things. Besides, my Wednesday's are usually the most boring days of the week. She came over and made Mexican Lasagna. Basically, it's meat, salsa, cheese and three layers of flat bread wraps. It was awesome, if not a bit spicy. In fact, it was so goo, I had it for lunch today.

Sadly, that was all that was interesting today, getting to rub that in everyone's faces. Bonus points for it being taco day in the cafeteria.

So I'm sure my boring days have you so riveted to read more. Perhaps, I shall post something more interesting.

I do have to admit, I haven't been all smiles behind the scenes here. This is mostly because I'm just so sick and tired of having to be the absolute last person to know anything in this house. I mean, when Tanya and Tiffany, two people who don't even live in this house (although they are here for good periods at times) know about things, and I don't, that sounds like a problem. And before you ask 'Oh why don't you ask?', let me stop you there. What exactly am I supposed to ask about? Kind of hard when you don't even have a fucking clue what to ask in the first place. Then of course, if I want to ask about the situation, I'll just be seen placing my foot in my mouth, and I don't need any of that.

Another thing that just boggles my mind, how nothing gets done unless other people come over. I mean, how hard is it to just do the dishes when they are overflowing? I could understand if people in the house works my hours (I'm out at 7am, and I don't get back until 5pm) but they are home much earlier than I am and nothing can get done? Come the fuck on.

Finally, what's with the freeloader in our house? I haven't heard of her even looking for a new spot at all. All she does is sit around and watch TV. Of course, hearing 5th hand, she's getting welfare for doing fuck all. What's even better is that she's pregnant. I can give her respect for sticking through the pregnancy, but do that somewhere else. I didn't sign up to live with babies and dogs that will be more annoying than ever. I thought I left that behind.

But on a somewhat better note, I have been thinking of my Christmas shopping. I believe I'll get my mom that money she wants, because I'm sick of her complaining about MY fridge that she wants in compensation for the bed. I don't know what my sisters want at this time, so I may have to make a stop over there to get an better idea. I'm kind of stumped on what to get Andrew, but Tanya did give me a goo idea, so I may do that. I have this odd feeling I may have to spoil Tiffany, since she said she'd spoil me, but I am never big on that, mostly because I tend to think of a big present and something bad happens because of it.

On a somewhat sad note, I did listen to Fucking With Fire by Edguy and I found myself very disappointed. I think it may be because I've seen them twice, making me a bit jaded to review it. Although, I found the vocals flat, and the same tricks were pulled out for the crowd that I remember seeing, which I found boring to have to listen to. The set list was nothing new as well, as everything except Out of Control and Land of the Miracle are songs I've heard from them before. So I'm thinking of returning it, since I'll just say the 2nd disc fucked up on me. (This is somewhat true, since it did read as a foreign Japanese disc before I re-translated the tracks/album)

I am looking forward to the weekend though. I will be hitting up Swiss Chalet one last time before they close the place down and move it towards the mall. I am also going to a very late costume party, since Tyler couldn't come out for Halloween. Saturday is Pathfinder, but I'm still unsure on who to use for that game, since I had another great character idea. I also have to get laundry done this weekend as well, which is always fun. Maybe I can get some video games in for once, because heaven forbid I've been deprived.....

Good thing I said I wouldn't make any promises on having that entry up yesterday. I got distracted again, but it's always a good thing I suppose.

The weekend itself can be described as an overall good thing. Friday, of course, started with a very slow day at work, but it didn't matter to me, since I knew there would be beer and people wishing to spend time with me at home. In fact, it led to Tiffany and I having a fun day of Dethklok. Granted, we were watching Season 2, which I realized isn't as good as I thought it'd be. Although, when your having Swiss Chalet, it can't all be bad.

The night then led to Ben's place for Talisman. Quite a few people showed up, and I learned a few things that night;

-Don't play while drinking
-Don't play with 10+ people
-Don't ask Mike P. for his opinion on Metal

Although, my big thing for showing up was to see Jamie and Draco, which seems like a once every four month occurrence. Of course, I think Draco was more interested in "smoking" and when Tiffany found out about that, well, you know how that works out. There happened to be a Timmy's run in the end, which then led to the lot of us going home.

Saturday was my running around day. Tiffany and I started off for Deja Vu, which saw me pick up the ever elusive Keeper of the Seven Keys Part 2, and Fucking With Fire by Edguy. I also picked up Star Wars; The Force Unleashed, because they had their 25% off sale. The mall was the next stop, but nothing really got purchased, other than food.

A stop to my mom's place led to her buying me VIP tickets for Powerhammer Hammerfall and Powerglove. Of course, my mom screwed up on the purchase and got two normal passes, which of course are non-refundable. So I'll be getting the money out of my friends for those. We also had some fun talking to my mom and Miranda as well, making plans for the flea market.

Pathfinder was just death, death and more death. Figures I'd get killed. Although it seemed everyone had fun regardless. I have to admit though, if those statues didn't explode, I think it would have been just right for us.

Sunday was one that started off a tad awkward. Granted, I needed to talk to Tanya for a bit, and she just happened to be there (what are the odds there?) So as I'm still tired enough to smell colour, the talk occurred, and thankfully everything has come to a point of understanding. Although, I did admit that one point, the conversation became awkward and Andrew offered breakfast at the spot. (that is something IO never though would happen) After that, Tiffany came over and the flea market adventure came (minus Tanya, she had to work)

Just saying now, it's been a while since I went, and it showed when I saw stuff that I would usually just pass by knowing it was there. Although I got a few things, like a captains hat (finally a hat to go with my Queensryche field jacket), a studded belt and Holy Diver on original vinyl. Good purchases for me. I also got a free sign as well. I think the best was the $5 side table Andrew got, then my mom fit into the trunk. Can't argue that either.

The rest of the day was me being lazy and drinking, while watching Fanboys (which Tiffany got for me). It wasn't the greatest, but I liked it, despite not knowing every Star Wars character was just easily placed within it. I might watch it again, only because it has commentary with it that sounded pretty much out there.

Something I may be proud of, I dropped the big three last night. Granted, they got dropped on me before I did it, but I found the right time to say it, and I wouldn't take it back now. I have never truly meant it until that time, so I think someone should feel special.

Also, I don't think I can ever play Street Fighter the same way ever again...

This week, I would like to have some time to myself, but I just can't seem to have that at the moment. I am surprisingly fitting things now. I still have things to do that I am kind of slacking on, or just had to get moved over to a later date. Hopefully most of gets done tonight, but I never know. Perhaps I should do that stuff now.....

Terribly sorry for the lack of a real update. I have been busy, and giving out all those questions took it out of me as well. I will try to get one up tomorrow, but I give no promises.

I have been trying to keep up on the entries as well, so I'll try to do that up in full tomorrow as well.

Now I'm hoping I don't need a new character tonight at Pathfinder. Wish me luck.....

All I have within me is quite a bit of pent up rage that needs to come out. But since I don't wish to place said foot into said mouth, I'll distract myself with the following;

Leave me a comment saying "Vengeance is Mine."
• I'll respond by asking you five questions so I can satisfy my curiosity
• Update your journal with the answers to the questions
• Include this explanation in the post and offer to ask other people question

I got asked the following questions from xxdarkphoenixx, and I told you I'd change up the phrase ;P


1. Who do you prefer, your mum or your dad? why?

I prefer my mom all the way on this one. This would mostly be because I don't talk to my dad anymore. Without getting into too much detail, he did something to me that I was never able to forgive him for, and he never bothered to go out of his way to he was sorry for what he did to my face.

In fact, even when I did talk to both of my parents, I always preferred my mom, mostly because she was the nicer of the two. It also didn't help my dad was a big time alcoholic for most of his life, minus a 5-6 year period where he actually stopped. Even then, I always found it easier to talk to my mom than my dad for nearly anything.

2. Are you happy in your life right now? why or why not?

If you mean overall, then yes I am. I feel good about the person I am. I live out on my own, which is something I didn't expect to happen in this year. I have a steady job that pays the bills and still lets me have fun. I'm with a wonderful person that wants to be with me, even though many would argue otherwise. I also have great friends to surround myself with.

But of course, if this just means how I feel right now, I think the words 'pent-up rage' tend to make an argument over how I feel.

3. The funniest thing you have ever seen is..

This is a really hard question to answer. I have seen so much in my time that's funny, that to name one exact thing almost seems impossible. But one that comes off the top of my head would be the time I told my sister Miranda what she was getting for her birthday. I told her that it 'Starts with an X, ends in a Z, has three Y's in it and is six letters long.' What makes it special is that one of her friends spent 10 minutes trying to find out what this was.

4. If you could associate yourself to one colour, what would it be and why?

I'm just going to eliminate black right now, since it is not a colour.

There would be two I would choose. One would be Emerald Green, the other would be Mint Blue. Both are colours that represent life in the world, and are lovely to look upon.

5. What is your favourite song at the moment?

Now this is hard to point out. This can change by the minute. If this was asked two days ago, I'd say Under Your Spell by Primal Fear, but I think it may be Fight by Gamma Ray. Mostly because Kai Hansen said it best;

'So when everything sucks in life, when everything's down, you know how it goes and all that, the only thing left is to FIGHT!'

I'm just not sure what to place here. I don't have much of an exciting back story to tell when it comes to the past few days. So this entry will be just a bit different. It'll be what it is that's been bugging me.

First things first, a small bit of controversy. Allow me to set this one up;

Imagine if you will, two women and one man. For simplicity sakes, we'll call each woman Woman A, Woman B and Guy. Now Woman A seems to have a crush on Guy. They see each other, but Guy tells Woman A that he's not interested at this time. Woman A, despite being hurt by this, understands and the two stay friends. Now, enter Woman B at a much later date. Woman B develops a crush on Guy as well. She asks Guy about going out and at this point Guy is willing to be with Woman B. Woman A is quite upset over the fact Woman B is with Guy. Upset to a point where she basically friend dumps Woman B and Guy, seeing how she still has a crush on Guy, despite him saying that there's nothing but friendship there.

Now this is where I lose track of this. If Woman A was already turned down, why should she be so upset? Shouldn't she be happy for Woman B instead of such a bitch? According to my knowledge, there is some sort of 'code' here, whereas if the first person sees a guy, that guy is theirs and theirs only. Being a guy, I don't get it myself, but is there a code ladies?

Second thing that's bugging me;

I am really sick of people seeing me as this super nice person. I am far from it. I give one opinion, and suddenly I'm seen as this ass that nobody likes. Well, I have two things you can do;

-Take it and move on.
-Walk away and cry like a little baby.

Either way, stop wasting my time when it comes to being offended about what I have to say. i give people the warning when I walk into the room to take a moment aside and feel fucking offended before I get into what I may have to say.

Number 3, cleverly titled Number 3;

Maybe it's just me, but I'm really sick of seeing a mess in my house. I know I'm not the one causing them either. Granted, there was the Toga Party, but other than that, I've been good. Now luckily, Andrew is with me on this one. We're basically sick of seeing messes that we have to clean that we're not causing, or not the direct cause of. The only place that should be a mess is my room, and quite frankly, I think maybe two people, including myself, are ever going to care about that unless a giant sludge monster named Muk comes out of the room. So, hopefully things will get straightened out, seeing how we have a little 'test' that's being conducted.

But now that I have that out in the open, I may get an update going tomorrow about the stuffs that have happened. I do have the morning to myself, since I don't work tomorrow. We shall see.....

Well, it would seem I am slacking yet again. Heh. Seems to be a continuing trend for me. I have been busy. Actually, I should be more correct with that and say that I have been distracted instead. That would be more appropriate for the current situation.

The week of work has been fairly good to me. I haven't had anything interesting to say about them, but it has been nice to know that people that really shouldn't be there aren't there. Granted, we have ha more people come back as of yesterday, but I'm hearing that through the grape vine, so you never know.

Actually, there has been one thing of interest. The lot of us are going out of our way to piss off one guy at work. Ever since last Friday, we have been doing this thing where we cheer over the smallest thing. We would also cheer when the 15 minute bell would go off. This really gets under his skin, to a point where he's trying to blame one person to make it seem smaller than it is. And of course, because we know he's an angry ball of hatred, we do it more than ever. Even if he said he'd get us, he's full of shit anyways. Talks tough but does nothing sort of guy. Also talks behind people's backs too. So you better believe we'll be back at it again, since it's that much fun.

The week at home has been fairly quiet, but my new distraction has been Tiffany. I said I would walk her downtown to take her brother to karate class, so that ate up most of my Tuesday.

Now Wednesday was supposed to be the day we were to hang out. After a very nice back massage, we were to head out to the bar that night. Sadly, drama was there for the group, which I wasn't pleased about. Long story short, nothing happened because of it, but it did prompt an early exit for myself.

Thursday was a day to myself for the most part. The only good thing was that I knew at work I didn't have to work on the Friday. That really helped because I felt that day at work dragged quite a bit for me. I did finally get a chance to listen to the new Savatage CD, and holy frig was it ever good. Easily a 5/5 from me. Maybe it's because I'm on Savatage juice at the moment.

The night was a hangout with Tiffany, since she came from work and it was much closer to come to my place than to go all the way home. Not too much happened really, other than the discussion of how the next day was to work out.

Ah yes, I did visit the family that day, against my will of course. They wanted a current picture of the family, and I just wanted to sit down and relax. They did offer food, which was nice, and they know it's one of my weaknesses. Especially if it's good. We did get said picture, but it took us at least 10 pictures o get it, since we kept fooling around in the pictures. Although, I'm sure my mom wasn't terribly impressed I happened to be wearing my Megadeth shirt in the picture.

Friday was the funeral. I don't think there's much to say other than I'm just showing up when the actual procession starts now. I don't like waiting around for two hours for a 15 minute procession. But of course, not a dry eye in the field, but we kept our spirits up with odd jokes. Even my mom with her stinking of the car. We went for wings after wards, which seems to be the thing to do after a death. Not sure why.

The night was fun. TOGA PARTY. Quite fun, as no drama showed up at our door. Even a certain someone wanted to show, but I put my foot down on that completely. And because of some awesome news I heard earlier, I played nothing but Hammerfall and Powerglove all night. Well, I ran out of both, so I snuck in some Gamma Ray for good measure. Everyone seemed to have fun, and only Ben and Brooke were the only two not to have toga's on. Although, I learned I snore louder than ever if I drink and pass out.

The morning was the breakfast. Six of us happened to show, so we needed two tables. Oh how the bad references kept flowing. Like, every two minutes, a new one showed up. Also, my egg and bacon sandwich shot all over my arm, which was somewhat embarrassing, but totally funny. The day back home led to Soul Calibur, where Iain and I had some very intense fights, although I was able to beat him both times. I was just happy I beat Andrew once, seeing how Tiffany had three chances and couldn't do it once.I even rubbed it in, just to be a jerk. Even the random fights were entertaining, but I got bored at one point and decided to head off.

The rest of the day was really just Tiffany and I relaxing and listening to music. We talked as well, but nothing of huge interest. It was just nice to be able to rest, since she did a lot of running around the day prior, and I hadn't had much of a chance to relax either.

Tonight we finally get back to the whole Pathfinder thing. Although, I'm going to be mighty upset if it's a short session again. Like, I may just drop out, since that pissed me off last session that I was jacked to go a few more hours, and Luke crapped out on us. If that happens again, unhappy me. Besides, I can find better things to do on a Saturday anyways.

But I feel I might take a nap, I'm feeling quite sleepy. Maybe it was all the drinking I did, and the little amount of sleep I got after wards. Hopefully a quick nap will fix that, or an energy drink.....

Seven days meme: day 06

day 01 | a song;
day 02 | a picture;
day 03 | a book/ebook/fanfic;
day 04 | a site;
day 05 | a youtube clip;
day 06 | a quote;
day 07 | whatever tickles your fancy;

To say one thing that tickles my fancy right now is kind of a vague way of putting things. I will see what does such a thing.....

.....thinking.....


.....thinking.....



.....thinking.....


Got it. I will place the last 10 albums I have heard in full.

( The albums, the pictures of them, but no real order involved..... )

Seven days meme: day 06

day 01 | a song;
day 02 | a picture;
day 03 | a book/ebook/fanfic;
day 04 | a site;
day 05 | a youtube clip;
day 06 | a quote;
day 07 | whatever tickles your fancy;

Now, I'm not sure if music is allowed. If it is, I could literally be here all day. Also, I don't think one quote can do justice for today, so I shall post several;

"Imagination is the one weapon in the war against reality" - Jules de Gaultier

"The only graceful way to accept an insult is to ignore it; If you can't ignore it, top it; if you can't top it, laugh at it; if you can't laugh at it, it's probably deserved." - Russell Lynes

"I got you a present. It starts with an X, ends in a Z, there's three Y's in it, and it's six letters long." - Me (the fact that someone tried to write that down is hilarious)

What`s hell without a paradise?
What`s the night without a day?
We would think it`s bright.
What`s a fall if we can`t rise?
What`s a hero at a play
Without a fool to fight? [look at the song of the entry]

Even though I have updated almost everyday, I haven't really done any updating about what I have been doing. Perhaps I shall fix that problem and get this train back on track.

The bad news has to start us off this entry. I actually just figured out this morning that my grandmother passed away on Sunday. It actually hit me pretty hard when my mom told me. I was also at work too, but I'm able to live. The funeral is on Friday, which means I'll miss work that day, but I get the day off, so that's a plus.

Now for the weekend, which was quite adventurous in a way. The big thing was a Halloween party on Friday. Now, I was looking forward to this, so getting a costume was where I was at. Sadly, I had a last minute idea change to the Gunslinger from Darth Vader, which of course, looked very half-assed at best. That, and seeing everyone with costumes that looked good (Andrew and Tanya) I figured another look was needed. I even made a quick stop back home for a shotgun which was very Devil May Cry.

The party (in which myself, Andrew, Tanya, and Iain showed) was quite awesome, since there was were about 20 people there. Although, it was weird that we walked into what I called the Gay and Lesbian Alliance. I only say that because it seemed like everyone was either gay or a lesbian. Although, I declared I was a lesbian, yet that didn't work out so well. Now for all who was there, there were a lot of people I didn't know, but I got to meet Fraiser, Ben, Hell, Kyra, Laura, Jess, Ashley, Tiffany and Chantelle. There were more, but they didn't bother talking to me, or I forgot their names. Overall, a lot of drinking was involved, a lot of throwing up happened, a door frame broke (but was then fixed), pictures got taken, and no real drama happened.

Speaking of said pictures, I apologize wholly. We were supposed to bring the camera with us, but we forgot it. Even then, we forgot the batteries for said camera. So, we got no pictures.

The next day was a very lazy day. It was supposed to be breakfast, but that didn't even happen until 1:30pm. I know, that's late, which I wasn't exactly pleased with, but the food was good.

I was then asked by Tiffany if I was doing anything that day. Surprisingly, I had nothing to do on a Saturday, since Pathfinder wasn't going on. So we hung out and were going to tag along with Jess and Hell for some trick or treating. Hell turned out to be sicker than ever and Jess wanted to do the bar, which we weren't too thrilled with. That, and we had a 20 pack, so we were set. So, Tiffany and I were supposed to get back to Jess by 10-ish on a plan, but we get a text at 7 saying Jess found other plans and claims we ditched her. So, the two of us hung out, drank beer, watched movies, got pizza and passed out.

Sunday, with our extra hour, led to the two of us getting things I needed, so work food and a bus pass. I also picked up yet another Savatage CD, being Streets: A Rock Opera. I haven't had a chance to give it a spin, so it may have to wait till tomorrow. But on a side note, I have been digging Savatage quite a bit lately, despite only owning two other of their CD's (Edge of Thorns and Dead Winter Dead).

Anyways, the day was spent watching a lot of Metalocalypse, seeing how we were able to quote it to an extreme. Sadly, Tiffany left me at one point and I had to fend for myself, where I literally just relaxed on my own.

In fact, today was much like the others, I didn't have much time to relax until about 7pm today. With work and the cleaning/making food I did, I wasn't able to get to do my normal things until now.

But this week looks interesting. Friday is the funeral that I mentioned earlier. Wednesday, Tiffany said she'd be back over, and there's also a small bar night, which I may come down for. Tuesday may be somewhat booked as well, if I'm not mistaken. That leaves Thursday being my only open day this week. Oh my, I forgot there's a party on Friday as well at our place. Oh boy, going to be a busy one it seems.....

Seven days meme: day 05

day 01 | a song;
day 02 | a picture;
day 03 | a book/ebook/fanfic;
day 04 | a site;
day 05 | a youtube clip;
day 06 | a quote;
day 07 | whatever tickles your fancy;

I know I missed this yesterday, but this is to make up for it. This being Reboot, with a badass guitar duel in it between Bob and Megabyte;

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yg1GNtKLgjA

Seven days meme: day 04

day 01 | a song;
day 02 | a picture;
day 03 | a book/ebook/fanfic;
day 04 | a site;
day 05 | a youtube clip;
day 06 | a quote;
day 07 | whatever tickles your fancy;

The big site for today, on all Hallows Eve;

http://www.wrestlecrap.com/

Although it's about wrestling, it's the VERY WORST of professional wrestling. All that stuff that made people cringe over the years, it's probably here.

Seven days meme: day 03

day 01 | a song;
day 02 | a picture;
day 03 | a book/ebook/fanfic;
day 04 | a site;
day 05 | a youtube clip;
day 06 | a quote;
day 07 | whatever tickles your fancy;

Today's book;



Mostly because I switched my costume yet again to this, and it is one of my favourite books. It actually got me back into reading again.

Seven days meme: day 02

day 01 | a song;
day 02 | a picture;
day 03 | a book/ebook/fanfic;
day 04 | a site;
day 05 | a youtube clip;
day 06 | a quote;
day 07 | whatever tickles your fancy;


A picture you say? Hmmm, how about this;




A broken drum stick, courtesy of Felix Bohnke of Edguy. Still to this day I have no clue how that thing broke when I caught it.

Seven days meme: day 01

day 01 | a song;
day 02 | a picture;
day 03 | a book/ebook/fanfic;
day 04 | a site;
day 05 | a youtube clip;
day 06 | a quote;
day 07 | whatever tickles your fancy;

The song today; Imaginations From The Other Side by Blind Guardian. Below is a video to hear said song.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s8Cxyd3VxbQ

I guess now would be that time where I get my post going.

First off, I have been fairly busy the past few days, mostly with things that have kept me out of the house. Anytime I have been in the house, I'm usually sleeping or I'm busy here too. How so you ask? Let me explain.

Thursday was supposed to be a Pathfinder night, but I think I'm just going to drop out, since I have no time that night for anything if I go. I mean, I get home at about 5pm from work and the game starts at 7pm. The worst part is that it takes me 20 minutes just to get there, so I have to leave even earlier. Couple that in with the fact I have to find something to eat, clean up and whatnot and it's literally a wasted day.

So instead I took it easy, until Hell got a hold of me. Of course, she used the "I haven't seen you in forever" excuse, which got me out. That was fun, mostly because we played Star Wars; The Force Unleashed. This then led to the bar, which I hadn't gone to in some time. It was quite, um, dead, for a Thursday. Good news I met Crystal and her friend Jen. (note to self, if someone puts their hair in a ponytail when they usually don't, I can't recognize them :S) I talked to Jen, mostly because Hell and Crystal were talking about things we didn't know. So I basically hung out with them till they left, which prompted me to leave shortly after.

Friday was a true lazy day. No parties, no real going out, just me sitting around and relaxing. Although, it was then that I got told about a decision that I wasn't too pleased to make.

You see, Aimee (room mate) moved out from drama (not getting into that) and that left us looking for someone else. Seeing as I've had about three other people ask me about it, I figured this would be good. Instead, I decided because her friend (who I have no clue who it is) needed somewhere to live, we'd let them live here with Aimee until the friend can find somewhere to be. Yeah, I'm begrudgingly making that decision.

Saturday was an adventure for me. Seeing how Mike wanted to hit up Deja Vu, I decided to tag along and it was for the better. Mostly because it gave me something to do, and because I found something I wouldn't have expected. He picked up a few CD's, while I found Rocka Rolla and Sad Wings of Destiny by Judas Priest. (although, according to Windows Media Player, I got the Best of Deep Purple) The mall didn't get anything for me, but Mike found Zelda; The Minish Cap for a good price.

Pathfinder that night was with a skeleton crew, as Jackie couldn't show, Mike is now out and Peter went MIA on us. Luckily, with a short crew, we still managed not to die. Oh wait, poor David, he's the new Peter, having a new character every 2-3 sessions. I, on the other hand can't be touched. Ted, likes snow. Always face down in it. And Luke was just rolling brutal at times. Fun times, but I hated that;

a) we ended at 12:30, when I wanted to go further
b) I had to be up and out of my house before 10am.

Speaking of.....part B, I did get up stupidly early (so about 9am on Sunday) to go out with my Mom and sister to Value Village. This would be the Halloween trip I've wanted to do for some time. Getting there, I had no clue what to be, but after seeing a five dollar mask, I chose what to be then and there. What you say? You'll just have to wait.

I then took everyone out to breakfast to a place called Day Break. I liked the breakfast, but the service felt rushed, as it was packed from when we entered to when we left. Granted, we got in at about 11am, but even at quarter after 12, it still felt packed.

The day was in need of a nap, and I think that screwed me up, since nothing felt right after it. Almost like the day wasn't the same. Sure, I got my laundry done and listened to my new CD, but again, nothing still felt right.

So that really goes to show now, what's with my Sunday's being so awkward? I mean last Sunday with the whole break up and now this one because of a nap? That's just plain weird.

Yesterday was nothing really special, just work. I literally mean just work, because a coma came out of it. I knew it would be an early bed time, but man, I really got to stop doing so at such an early time. Oh well, what's done is done.

SO with it being a little after 6am, I am updating now. I still have to get laundry folded (or just upstairs would be nice), eat breakfast, get my ipod to have the right music on it, and then be off to work. This should be fun to squeeze all of this in.....

Also, I finally had a reason to use that Super Bitch avatar. You're welcome Jackie.

I know it's been a bit since I updated, but for some reason, I just don't feel motivated to do so. It's not that I have something that is making me uneasy, I haven't FELT it, if you know what I mean.

I may do so later tonight, or tomorrow. I know I'll try to do so with a full update soon. Just not sure when.....

I suppose I should apologize for my lack of updating, but to say that I haven't been in the right mood may be the best answer to it all. My reasons are because of one, and quite frankly, you know who you are.

I was tempted to come out and spit out a fair amount of venom, but I don't feel I need to anymore. What's done is done. You decided to move on, and so will I. At least I got it in person, but when you had to go online with it, was it necessary? Again, up to you I suppose.

The past few days this week have been good. Work is steady, and now it's steady for everyone else. Good to hear, seeing how people do deserve it. Nothing really amazing has happened at work though, so I'll skip past it.

I did have that super awesome best friend hangout on Monday. We've been meaning to do so for some time. To say it put me in a better mood made me feel much better. That, and ice cream. Can you honestly not feel better after ice cream? The day led to a lot of fun talking, a small wander, and a drunk Andrew (which we didn't do, I swear).

Tuesday was games night mostly. As well as the game of grocery shopping at the food library. I can only assume it's now a fun thing to see me and Andrew mock argue with each other. (just saying...) The game of LIFE got played as well, where I learned that some of the pieces/cards were missing, and apparently selling drugs makes you a winner.

But I believe it was the Sunday that people wish to know of. You see, that's when the awkwardness happened. Seeing how I walked in blind (as I always seem to do) it hit me better than I thought it would. Of course, it really came at a weird moment, so that's what really seemed to get me. It hurt then, but now I'm just moving on. Kind of wish I went somewhere else to make my infamous impulse buy, but some other time, I suppose.

Friday night was an interesting night. It led to going to pick up people, to realizing that we didn't have cups. In the end, most things worked out, as it turned out I left one of my cups at our first destination. The final destination, being Ben's was quite fun, despite all the walking we did. Although the get together was small, everyone seemed to have too much fun, especially me. Too much, in fact, that I needed to be shut up. Apparently someone decided to spike my drink to a point where I'd pass out. There's two flaws in that;

1) I won't notice, since my drinks are usually pretty strong as is.
2) I talk without stop when I'm drunk.

Now, if you're wondering if I passed out, I did. Granted, I had been up since 6am that day (it was about 1:30am when I was out) but it was more of a "I'll announce my plan to everyone" pass out, rather than just "close my eyes and fall asleep" pass out. E for effort though.

The Saturday wasn't too exciting, seeing how I got real lazy. The Pathfinder session once again was quite fun. I think it may be the character I'm playing, seeing how I'm having 100x more fun on Saturday's than Thursday's. Maybe it's the group, I'm not sure. All I know is that I'll give Thursday one more chance. If it doesn't do it for me, I'll just drop out. People wish to see me on that day anyways. Although that may be dieing out a bit.

Today though is my lazy day. I haven't really had one all week, so I just decided today would be the day. I'll be busy tomorrow with Pathfinder, and Friday is my sister's birthday, so I should get a hold of the family to see what's going on there. Saturday during the day may be free, but I do need to make a run for my costume for Halloween. I'd not care, but I have at least one party to go to.

As for today, my writing juices will be flowing. I mean, with this, and other writing things to be done. I even promised people that it'd be done tonight. Hopefully that back story thing doesn't go too long though. I feel it'll go 4-5 pages, when it shouldn't go that long. We'll just have to see.....

Even though I wanted a fairly chill week, I had a busy week up to now.

Tuesday, despite the fact I was off of work, prompted Mike to start up something I wasn't ready for, Warhammer. Oh God, did we really need to start that behemoth again? Apparently so. Although, this led to a trip downtown where I tried to look for dice, but sadly, the set I wanted (which were a mixture of white and blue and looked quite lovely) were quite expensive (about $10). The session itself was quite fun, but the bad Iron Maiden pick up lines were what made it for me. Let's just say, when you can make the Wicker Man sound dirty, it's quite a fun night.

Although, with such a late night (as all sessions usually are) I pulled a coma out for the next day. Actually, it didn't help I was up at 6am that day and I didn't get to sleep until 1am. I also had the day of work ahead of me so surviving was not fun.

Speaking of.....work, turns out I had work for the entire week. I have no clue about Monday, but I wasn't told anything, so I'll be coming in.

Thursday was quite a runaround day for me. I did get to be at home, but it only felt like 10 minutes at best. This is mostly because I made a quick dinner involving chicken nuggets and perogies. After that I basically sat down for maybe 15 minutes before I was out the door for Pathfinder.

Speaking of which, my God we got distracted. The good thing is that it was fun distractions. The bad thing, how long the battles took. I swear, we are prepared for nothing. Don't even get me started on the whole scorpion mirage thing. That was super tedious. This actually ran half an hour late, so I was literally out the door running out to another place.

Which of course happened to be Melissa's. Kind of a coincidence that where Pathfinder is and where she is are close to each other. It also turned out tat Andrew and Tanya was there. I can't remember details, but I know Tanya hates tickling, Melissa was quite hyper, Andrew looked to be pass out mode, and I watched. In fact, I even taped the event with Melissa's camera at one point. The journey led back home where Melissa and I got stalled since Tanya thought we would do something else. Let's just say the walk home was quite interesting. In fact, we passed a Zellmart along the way. (I guess that's a Zellers and a Wal Mart) I did say that I wouldn't go near a Waller's. After a bit more stumbling (not by me) the house was quite a nice place to be, especially the bed.

I did have some things to do today. I heard about a party and I bought up some yummy vodka for the occasion. Hopefully, people will be showing for this. I also picked up a bunch of blank CD's, mostly so I can burn a bunch of music for Haley, seeing how her birthday is next week.

But now I just have a bunch of random things to post that don't really go anywhere. These things would be;

-Why must people with strollers take up half the bus? Seriously, fold the stroller.

-I seriously thought I played my music loud, but with the way Aimee seems to blast her horrible taste in music, I got nothing on it.

-Speaking of which, turn that fucking shitty music down!

-I think all my time is being taken up. I kind of joked about it last night, but looking back at it today, it seems true. There doesn't seem to be much me time anywhere in there.

-The Douche-Baggery award goes to Mike, for basically saying he was super pumped to play Luke's campaign, and is now dropping out. I wouldn't mind if we weren't playing at his house. His claim to doing so? Burn out. Well, when you play 37 campaigns a week, that tends to happen.

-I actually thought about it somewhat (the previous point) and I guess it's a good and bad. Good for we can probably start earlier. Bad because I have to walk further out of my way.

-I'm actually thinking of dropping out of the Thursday campaign mostly because it's scheduled on such a weird day. I mean, yeah, awesome fun is had, but I always seem to have something going on the next day, or even that night. Truthfully, I don't want to waste either one.

-I believe Sunday is date night (day?) seeing how Friday isn't going to be. I thought it was just the one Friday.

-According to the statistics, it's one month tomorrow. Who would have thunk it?

I suppose that's everything I have for now. I keep saying I have the random picture post happening, but yet again, i delay because I never seem to get around to the pictures. I want to get some video games going, since I want World Tour beaten. I do also have to do those Pathfinder thingy's, which should be done tomorrow (hopefully).....

So I really have one thing to say right now. That would be that I am quite upset at my agency. This is because I thought I was supposed to work today. Turns out I showed up to work to find out I was to not be in today. I don't drive in, so I took the time out of my day to be on the bus, get there, and be ready for work. Then to have to bus back is just plain annoying.

But what have I done on my day off? Well I did do shopping with Andrew (who was surprised I was home) and I did do some cleaning up. I also finally got through the Savatage CD I picked up. I found the CD quite enjoyable, but I think I need another listen, I did have to pause it halfway to do other things around the house. Oh well, that's like most music I have.

Turkey day (which I celebrated on Sunday, rather than Monday) was quite delicious. I always have fun going back to my old place to see the family, especially if the Nintendo 64 gets pulled out. I also got to meet Merv, who happens to be Haley's boyfriend. He seemed nice.

The dinner itself was a lot of bad references. There was even one about being "soft". That just led to confusion by me until I finally figured out what it mean later that night. Also led to what we're all thankful for. I do find it nice that I usually have the serious ones.

That night, I decided to head over to Melissa's, seeing how I wanted my dice necklace back. (that and I left it over there on the Thursday) Tanya also happened to be over as well, which was a surprise. The three of us just hung out and had a good time, which included a fun conversation with my youngest sister. Having a sober person talk to her *Tanya) was the funniest part, as well as finally getting the answer to the "soft" remark from earlier.

Yesterday was mostly a lazy day, but the morning was quite productive. Melissa and I were actually out of bed by 10am and off to the flea market. That's the good thing about everything being closed, a giant flea market occurs at the mall. I found what the house needed the second we decided to move in, a Giant Remote Control for the TV. (Now to get it framed with a Break Glass In Case of Emergency sign) I also found Guitar Hero; World Tour for a decent price, along with Resident Evil 4 for Melissa. I got socks as well, seeing how I've been needing them for a bit. I didn't find any CD's of real interest sadly, or I probably would have gotten them.

This led to a trip to my place, getting to see every sick family member. I find that odd that everyone seemed fine the day before, now they're sick? Luckily, Melissa and I kept our distance from them. After that, we wanted McDonald's (since I had free meals there) and on the way my mom picked me up. The meal itself was really one of those "Why did we just do that?" Getting back to my place, Melissa got Xeonsaga, Devil May Cry and Kingdom Hearts off of me, seeing how she wanted to buy them, but then I told her I had them. The rest of the day was Guitar Hero, so nothing special there.

Pathfinder on Saturday was once again quite fun. Way too many bad references to shake a stick at, including making Mike seem like he wanted my "company" that night. And it also didn't help that Girls Gone Wild got mentioned, as well as the Half Orc getting sacked. As for the game, we really stayed on task today, which was quite nice, although a lot less texting would be nice.

Speaking of...texting, I had to go for a bad adventure for my phone. Turns out I tried to phone to see if I was in tomorrow, but then after wards, my phone disappeared. It didn't help it was on vibrate, so looking for it by phoning it was hard. Turns out it fell into my slipper, so it had nothing to make noise against.

But for goals this week. I suppose working is one. I would like to get money for other things. But other than that, I've been meaning to pick up a new set of dice, just to really get into the mood of a new campaign. I suppose I should get back to the backstory/description stuff, but it's me, I'll probably be real lazy about it. I suppose Guitar Hero needs to be beaten as well, but I may try to hold off if I can. If not, not much will feel like it got done. Although, it's making me want to play video games again, so it's a good sign.

Now if I can only get through this immense amount of Ronnie James Dio that Mike lent me for not having Manowar and Ayreon listened to is going to be a task, seeing how it's Rainbow, Black Sabbath, Dio and Heaven and Hell. (yes, I know Heaven and Hell and Black Sabbath are the same band, but I figured I'd list it as such) Hopefully I can do it so I won't have to be spending every waking second doing so.....

I really wish I had updated sometime earlier this week for everyone. Not because it's necessary, but because it save people from giant posts about my days.

It almost feels like I've had writer's block for most of this as well. That's far from the truth. I have had so much to write about and I've experienced many adventures along the way. The fact is that every time I want to write something here I have this two hour window to do so, but usually it led to me getting distracted by one person or I had to get more things done that day as well. So you will see soon enough why I haven't been able to do so.

Also, going to sleep at 7pm usually means a 3am post comes out. I'm just saying...

To start this all off, it would mean going back to Saturday. That would be D&D day. I was really looking forward to such a night, seeing how it was a new setting, new game rules and Luke DM'ing. Overall, having six people playing is a bit excessive, but I was glad to be part of the team that wanted to get the story moving along. Ted, Mike and I got stuff done, while Jackie, David and Peter had their own agenda. Now hopefully, next session doesn't end up like that. There are rumors of cutting the team down, but we shall see how that goes.

Also, I don't think Ted is going to leave his phone alone with me in the room anymore. I tend to answer with the stupid one-liners. 23 experience points for doing it though.

Sunday is where I want to say it was good, but bad at the same time. Try to find out where each goes.

So a late night of D&D usually means I would like sleep the next day. Being out until 11-11:30 is good enough, but that didn't happen. 10:30am a drunk Tanya comes into my room and tells me her night was not exactly a great night. I have no clue what to do, so I try to comfort her, while talking to people through texting. This lasted till just after noon when she wanted food, namely McDonald's. So I somehow get up out of bed and take her there. Now she was nice enough to pay, so I was happy. Of course, by the time we get back, i just want the day to me, but with more D&D happening that day, I didn't see a lot happening.

Luckily, I did get rest and relaxation, until Andrew got back and he filled me on a story that I was glad I didn't have to be a part of. Right after, I headed to Melissa's to give the camera back and get my photo's. Wish I could have stayed longer.

D&D I'll just say was a bust on Sunday. Granted, I will admit I have never been a fan of Sunday D&D ever. For years it always seemed to get me in a crappy mood for the Monday ie. a lack of sleep/things accomplished. But with only Luke, Mike and myself there, we just called it quits collectively and decided to wander for a bit. We were more pumped on the Saturday game and stupid music choices than anything. Although, we realized that burnout is kind of happening, which I was predicting for some time now.

So guess when I got to have me time on Sunday? If you said 10pm, you'd be right. Almost ha;f a day later, especially after a concert weekend, that's unacceptable. It's just that day people want to be with me out of nowhere, which I wish wouldn't happen.

So that leads to Monday. After a day of work that saw the return of Joe (I should hang out with him again) I figured that I would just pass out as soon as I got home. Nope. I had to get things for the days upcoming. Groceries had to be done for work, so I did so. Also, I once again got lazy with shaving, which seems to be a common occurrence with me now. I got a few small things done as well before I got to sleep at 8pm.

Tuesday was my day to spend with the family. Turns out it was just myself and my mom. Of course, I get to tell her all my stupid stories of what had occurred as of late. I also get to hear about what she's been up to. We also made plans to spend Thanksgiving together as well. Sadly, my guest couldn't show up with me, but that's alright, there will be another time. Overall, good night, which I spent being up way too late as well for literally no reason.

I then had the only day I saw as free, Wednesday. Now I started it off being free as I did get some CD's listened to (oh yeah, I need to make comments on those as well...) with a visit from the family to drop off my GST check. I swear, I either can't hear people, or they need to speak more clearly. Oh well. But my free night turned into a bar night with Melissa and Tanya. It was alright, until KISS showed up. We were out of there so fast. The night led to Tanya going home and Melissa coming with me. Sadly, I was so tired yet again.

Thursday was tempting to stay home because of people, but I bit the bullet (a common theme throughout the week) and headed to work. I contemplated D&D all night, but in the end I did it up mostly because I had enough energy to do so. I then thought that with Friday being a half day I could go out, do things Thursday night and not have to worry so much on Friday. That led to Melissa's place, which had Tanya and Andrew there at one point. Lot of fun conversations as always, and of course, the joke of being German is really one I can't help but smile about now.

The only problem was that I had to work the next day. I was out by 3am, while the party kept going ()How long, I don't know) and up by 6am. A long walk home and then literally running out of the door thinking "Half day" got me out of there fast. Lucky me, it was a full fucking day. I almost fell asleep at work before first break. Let's just say caffeine is my best friend. Got me through the work day. But I wasn't done yet.

I ventured to the mall, being tempted by many things, but I passed them up, one was a game that looked to be somewhat kiddy, but fun nonetheless. That,. and it had a poster and the soundtrack with it, which was tempting. I also saw a few good pieces of music in HMV, being the first two Falconer CD's (I own the second one, but still interesting), as well as a very cheap Rust In Peace by Megadeth. I passed though, seeing how I had an order come in from Deja Vu Discs. I headed over expecting to pick up High Live by Helloween, but instead I found more treasures. Visions by Stratovarius happened to be there, as well as Edge of Thorns by Savatage for a very reasonable price. I was about to head around when out of the corner of my eye I saw a CD by a band I swear I wore out in my youth, The Four Horsemen. I had to pick it up for the low price it was at. Sadly, four CD's came to almost sixty dollars, but just by looking at them all it seems to be a hell of a deal. The rest of my trip though was uneventful, so home led to resting, and then sleeping, which led to me being out from 7 until about 2am.

As for the CD's, I'll Cole's Notes these. The ones I have listened to have been Unia, The Days of Grays (both by Sonata Arctica) and Operation LIVEcrime by QUeesnryche. Overall, Queensryche was awesome, being the entire Mindcrime album live. It sounded just as good as the original. Unia was a pretty good listen. Different for sure, but every time I get something off that album randomly, I tend to dig it. I believe it'll get another spin soon enough. The Days of Grays was a weird listen. At times, it was really good, but it took about 3-4 tracks to do so. The first two were hard to get through for me. I'm more in the middle on it, so another spin will make sure what I feel about it.

Work itself hasn't been terribly exciting, but the fact that Enzo (beats typing Lorenzo, and that is his nickname) and I have been talking about old shows randomly. I mentioned Reboot (where the nickname is from) and we really got into it. Although it was the Japanese Anime that we're into. Namely the older stuff like Dragonball, Sailor Moon and Medabots. Yeah, I mentioned Medabots. He was pumped on that so much. Actually, he hasn't let me forget it since I mentioned it on Tuesday. I got him to look for every episode now. He even wants his own Medabot, which is kind of sad yet awesome. There were also other talks like about super powers, a lot of "what if?" situations and I believe there were sex questions, which were quite random to say the least.

So that has been my week in a nutshell. I wish I had time to post somewhere in there to break that up, but sadly, I have had no time to do so. Outside of getting the pictures up, it's been kind of hectic for me. I would like for the weekend to not be like that, but now that I"m up and I don't see myself getting back to sleep, it could lead to a weird weekend. It'll be lazy though with laundry needed to be done, as well as the infamous turkey hangover. I do have the Monday off, which may be a savior for me in the end. I also have those CD's to get through, and there's more writing to be done, namely D&D stuffs.

You see, that's where my writer's block has been. I can't seem to get anywhere into it. Actually, I haven't been motivated enough to do any writing, or even look at it since I last worked on it (which I believe was last Saturday). I also need a detailed description of my character to hand off, and I've been quite lazy on that as well. *sigh* Perhaps I'll have the time to do that this weekend. I want to do it tomorrow, seeing how I'll be going nowhere.

Although, I would like some food now, it's just that nothing is open right now. Curse you 3am!.....